The anguishing black hole that is Chernobyl is hard to describe. I have no place in my brain even to file this information. Even that door in my head that reads "other" won't work for storing this. Here’s a link to some info about Chernobyl . . . . just click on the head.
I have many thoughts at this time. Someday I hope to awaken, not only with understanding but with a way to explain it.